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Happy Birthday Pam!	[Jul. 17th, 2009\|12:52 am]
Happy Birthday Babe!!
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What does the past brings u?	[Jun. 25th, 2009\|12:47 am]
Reading back my past entries made me realise how much I've changed since 2005. In the past, I used to blog what I see or experience daily. Now, I blog mostly on how I feel abt things going on around me. On the surface, I might seemed to have stopped blogging. But actually, I didnt. Because all of those were private entries. I choose not to disclose my vulnerable side. I realised in 2005, I didnt have so much to think abt. After entering into the working world, some things have just changed. These things would make a person's perception change too. I'm feeling upset because of knowing sth from the past. It just disturbs me terribly. I know I shouldnt be thinking abt it because what's in the past should be left there and then. But me being me, I just cant help to think abt it. Thinking abt it kills me, but nobody can help me except for myself. Why must things be so difficult? I am just torturing myself. I must learn how to focus on positive and happy things. Why should I even be dwelling on the past? I am just being stupid. But being so inquisitive, I would definitely still ask even if I wasnt told. Ppl seldom see me writing such things. But I guess I'm being disturbed to a stage that I must let it out. Though no details are being written, I'm feeling a little relieve just as I'm typing out this entry. I wish I could erase part of my memory. Is there a format button somewhere? 2ml I'm going out with pam. Hope it will help to take things off my mind for a while. God, pls bring me through this. I dont think I can do it alone.
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Work Work Work!!	[Jan. 31st, 2009\|11:20 am]
I've been working late for the past few days..so much so that when I reached home at 12am yest...I was exhausted. Part of the reason y I'm back so late these few days...its all thanks to Amanda. Initially, I was booked on the job for a mere 1 and a half days. Then on the 2nd day, as I was sitting beside her, Miss Amanda prayed to God....putting her hands clasp together in front of her head, she went, "God, pls put her back in the job 2ml." In less than a couple of minutes, my AIC came in and told me she decided to extend my booking on this job for 1 more day. So Amanda's prayers came true! On a side note, her prayers always come true - at least for me. Whenever I felt I was going to fail a module in school, I will always ask her to pray for me. And, miracles happened! It really seemed like it was impossible to pass, but I did! =)) So, anyway, the current client I'm on is tough. But luckily, my AIC is sooo nice and I'm on the same team as Amanda!! =)) What a coincidence right? Anyway yest I had so much to do. I took so long to figure out how to trace the procedure to get what I wanted, and by the time I figured things out..it was almost dinner time. =(( There was so much work to be done that I imagined finishing at an unearthly hour. But, God is good to me! =)) My AIC didnt require me to finish the most tedious part, so I went home much earlier than expected. And, Amanda helped me out though she could have left like hours ago! Thanks Babe! =)) Though it was tough figuring things out, but I realised I learnt quite a bit on this job. I guess all these experiences will help me on my next job next week... Becoz I've been OT-ing, I've been taking cab quite a bit. And, my bank account is about to suffer a drought from it. The peak isnt as bad as what I thought it would be - YET. I hope things will not get worse from here. I'm busy, but I love my job! =)) Just that, I have no life. Haha. Everyday is work work and more work... This year's CNY is nothing like the past. I didnt feel it was CNY, but jus some normal public holiday. CNY is toooooo short! I cant wait till off peak...!!!! =))))
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Peak!	[Dec. 30th, 2008\|09:40 pm]
I am assigned for most of the days in peak. =(((( Whereas my friends are not.... Today was good because quite a lot of my friends are in office with me when I came back from stock take! =)) Nv expect to be able to lunch with them during peak. Chances like tt are hard to come by. In January, I think its almost impossible. It certainly feels good to know that your friends are there for u! I encountered a couple of problems within these 2 days but I'm not afraid because they are there. =)) Though I'm in the most "shiong" group but I know that God is looking over me. So I neednt be afraid of anything that is installed for me. I shld learn how to embrace and accept that things happen for a reason, and every situation that I encounter is a learning opportunity and experience for me. Because I have nv done stock take before, I was actually quite afraid to do it because I lack experience and hence is afraid that I dont appear to be professional when I'm at the client's. However, what happened these 2 days of stock take made me a very confident person! Today, I handled the stock take ALONE and I am happy that I've done it! Tomorrow is another test for me. Now I am so confident I can even brief Zhixian on what he can expect on his job tomorrow..lolx...I briefed him so well to the extent when he went to his snr for briefing, his snr said he is quite well prepared...haha! Anyway, wish him luck for 2ml's stock take. His seems relatively more difficult than mine. =x What's meant to be, is meant to be
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DT Core Training - Is Over!! =((((	[Dec. 28th, 2008\|10:35 pm]
Friends can make or break your day. I'm glad tt my friends rock my world! Before we entered DT..Pre-em body check up: Amanda still had her long hair then....I'm so glad to have them with me in DT!! =)) Our happening bunch of fellow a10s make training less of a bore. Our very first outing - Steamboat Us again lolx... Eating eating...yum yum! The almost whole bunch of us =x We later went to paulander at millenia walk where we had drinks. And I had diarrhea the next day... Not long after...Christmas eve!! Just before starting on the food: After lunch, they went to minds cafe, while i went off to meet wilson... Our last outing before peak - Post xmas BBQ.. The very "zhai" johnathan who started the fire... claps Atfer trying for quite some time...still no fire... =(((( Michelle was very hungry then.... Being determined, the guys finally got the fire going!! =)) Fire!! Fire!! Yay...Food!! Food!! Preparing the food: I couldnt take it any longer...started to BBQ food...satay..otah...anything..everything! Even when it started to rain, we still continued cooking! Can you spot my girlish umbrella? lolx.. While waiting for the food.. I was BBQ-ing for quite some time till ZX asked me to rest and let the guys do the BBQ...once I rested, I nv got back to BBQ-ing. It was gaming and eating time! The night ended quite early with 90% of the guys drunk. Having one of them slurring, another vomitted and the other talking nonsense...lolx... Though it was a short night, but I definitely had fun! =)) I am so sad that training is over!!! Time to work hard...Cant wait for off peak to come!
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Busy busy busy....	[Dec. 18th, 2008\|08:37 pm]
I finally have the time to blog!! I've started work. Though I go home on time everyday but I cant find the time to blog. So why am I so free today? Coz I am siccckkk!! Boo-hoo... =((( I had so much fun yest but ended up falling sick today. Had steamboat with training grp at bugis and went for a drink at a pub at Millenia Walk. We talked, laughed and had fun. The night ended at 11 plus and shared a cab home. Reached home abt 11.30pm and went to sleep immediately. Woke up this morning feeling extremely unwell. Slept till noon and went to see the doctor. I didnt eat anything today because I didnt have appetite. Its amazing how I can go without food but not feel hungry. Considering the fact that I eat a lot when I work...2day my stomach is really acting abnormal. I hope I will be ok by 2ml! =)) Wilson is also extremely busy with work. He OTs everyday till abt 9 plus...so we only meet for lunch and weekends. Thats a huge difference prior to this week. In Jan, when my peak starts, we wun be able to even meet for lunch. Whats worse is tt my peak is till end of Apr! =((( I cant wait for off-peak though. Whahaha. It shld be quite shiok. I dunno if I can survive peak. I'm kinda looking forward, but scared it might be too tough for me to handle. Hope ppl in my engagement team ar nice and helpful. Hope that my engagement does not have too much shit for me to clear. Hope that I can do up quality work with as little review points to clear as possible. Hope that I still can spend quality time with him. Hope everything will be good.
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Grad trip to USA!!!! - Part 1	[Nov. 27th, 2008\|02:31 pm]
Yup, I'm BACKKKKKK. Well....13 days in USA. As Pam described, it wasnt fantastic nor it was bad. Being there for soooo many days, I still couldnt get what is the big Hoo-Haa of USA was. Ppl used to tell me how nice and good USA is. I still think SINGAPORE IS BETTER! =P Mayb I cannnot get used to the food, mayb I hate to stay in hotels, mayb 13 days being away from home is a tad too long or simply mayb I jus miss someone too much... =x How to blog on 13 days of goodness? I cant possibly blog on every detail and post up every photo...so I guess I will jus blog the HIGHLIGHTS (Good and bad) of the trip... Here goes: Taking freaking 17hrs long flight to LAX Vomiting on the plane because of bloody disgusting flight food Universal Studios/ Disneyland Factory Outlets...ShopPppPpiing, ShopPppPpiing, ShopPppPpiing!!!! Tasting the BEST clam chowder in San Francisco Eating burgers EVERYDAY...gah! Hitting my highest score for bowling...yeah! Renting and driving a Chrysler...WooooHoooo.. 1) You thought u like travelling?! Think twice abt it now when its going to take almost a day to reach there... "Yeah..we are on our way to exciting America!!" 6 hrs to Japan is not tt bad.....Finally...we arrived at Narita! Since our take off from SG was delayed, we reached Narita later than expected and we almost had to rush to our connecting flight to LAX.... Since I had flu and felt sick on my way to USA, I slept like 90% of the journey. That time, I still didnt have phobia of long flights. However, on the flight back, I couldnt get to sleep like 60% of the time - and tt is bad enough. I started off with reading gossip mags tt I've bought in USA then playing my DS, then listened to my mp3 for less than a min before it died on me. Then tried to sleep. Finally I drifted to sleep....to my horror...I still got 9hrs before the plane would arrive in sunny singapore! Then I went back to playing DS, stoning, thinking and missing him, feeling frustrated....and vomiting on the plane... On the way there... Are we there yet? Are we there yet? Are we there yet?! P.S.: All these are self-taken photos! Our fav pic.. The salesman at the PRADA outlet told us tt we look like sisters. Do we? Or is it tt to them, all asians look alike? Whahahaha.... On the way back.... I cant be happier jus to be back in Singapore!! 2) Food served in the plane? To michelle, its inedible. I rather go hungry actually... If you think the food looks good, its definitely not as good as it looks! Finally something edible...Ice cream biscuit! I am too lazy to blog the rest of the trip..haha...look at facebook pics instead!
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Redemption!	[Nov. 5th, 2008\|08:05 pm]
Finally, I redeemed myself today! I find I can play better when there is lesser ppl in the bowling alley. Lesser distraction. Oh god, I'm really addicted to bowling. 5 games werent enough. I wish there is a membership kinda thing where I can pay and play as many games as I want..haha! Or, if I am rich enough, I wana build a bowling alley in my house.. =P My proof of redemption: There you see it.. M -----> 119! YiPppeEEeee...!! Shld I buy my personal ball??? I cant decide yet...
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小酒窝	[Nov. 3rd, 2008\|10:23 pm]
I am so addicted to this song. Its such a sweet love song. I can certainly feel the goodness of the song...so 辛福! =) Read the lyrics....sooo meaningful and loving... 小酒窝 jj 阿sa☆ ☆作曲林俊杰填词王雅君☆ 我还在寻找一个依靠和一个拥抱谁替我祈祷替我烦恼为我生气为我闹幸福开始有预兆缘分让我们慢慢紧靠然后孤单被吞没了无聊变得有话聊有变化了 <合>小酒窝长睫毛是你最美的记号我每天睡不着想念你的微笑你不知道你对我多么重要有了你生命完整的刚好小酒窝长睫毛迷人得无可救药我放慢了步调感觉像是喝醉了终于找到心有灵犀的美好一辈子暖暖的好我永远爱你到老 ☆... 幸福开始有预兆缘分让我们慢慢紧靠然后孤单被吞没了无聊变得有话聊有变化了 <合>小酒窝长睫毛是你最美的记号我每天睡不着想念你的微笑你不知道你对我多么重要有了你生命完整的刚好小酒窝长睫毛迷人得无可救药我放慢了步调感觉像是喝醉了终于找到心有灵犀的美好一辈子暖暖的好我永远爱你到老小酒窝长睫毛迷人得无可救药我放慢了步调感觉像是喝醉了终于找到心有灵犀的美好一辈子暖暖的好我永远爱你到老 Yup, the song is by my fav JJ lin Jun Jie! And, this time, he collaborated with TWINS' Charlene. A new combi. So nice... =)
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Pam bestest guy fren's birthday celebration!	[Nov. 2nd, 2008\|12:41 pm]
The whole effect of the birthday celebration? Butt pain and leg pain. Seriously, its the first time ever that I felt ache after bowling. QY says its due to the ending bowling positions. Because it like doing squats. Now we have firm butts. =) Out of all of us, of coz QY had the best ending position. Just like a pro. Hahaha... All set to go!! My final redemption...hahaha Our ending positions: Pam and me... The pro! Nice hor? We initially wanted QY to be our backdrop..but u cant even see him in the background...what a failure =x Anyway..in the end, I didnt manage to redeem myself..Boo Hoo!!! I was the big loser of this game.... ='((( Us after every game of bowling...Haha...coz Pam say every place must take pics. Actually I'd like to have taken more pics..but quite lazy..haha! Dont worry...go USA will keep snapping like crazy ok? =P Next stop: SMELLY TOUFU!! YiiipPppPeeEeeeEE!! Having been to Taipei, I constantly miss the smelly toufu I had there. And, ever so often while chatting on msn with QY in the middle of the night, my cravings for smelly toufu will come. Finally, he brought us to eat smelly toufu! My verdict? Its ok..but Taipei's better! When we got there..they werent even open...so we stayed in the car a while to wait for them to open... Me and Pam's bestest guy fren... Me and Pam...I replaced her bestest guy best fren... =P The long awaited smeeeellyyy toufu! Initially, I couldnt smell anything. But when QY took a quarter..wahh..the smell came. Though smelly...but nice..haha! If it was smellier...it would have been tastier! QY then put back the quarter he took for photo taking purposes..hahaha! Next dish on the menu is my fav! I dont know wat sauce they used. But its super delicious! I seldom praise chicken wings sold outside, because in my opinion, my honey glazed chicken wings are the best! Hahaha! But this is really gooooddddd! QY claims that we are cam-whoring and he doesnt want to. So he insisted tt he doesnt wana take photos with us or let us take nice photos of him...does his photo look as if he doesnt want his photo taken? Whahahaha! We ordered a lot of fried stuff...and ended up feeling like we cant finish the food because everything is too oily. I wonder if QY did finish whatever he "da bao" that day..haha Next is my fav KTV! I got the ball rolling by singing first! I'm singing JJ Lin Jun Jie's song..Hee... =) Actually, Pam and I planned QY's birthday according to what we wana do...rather than what the birthday boy wana do...lolx...Initially he was quite adamant of not wanting to sing KTV but in the end, he relented...and there we are! =) But we still had to force him to sing the whole 4 hrs we were there... After KTV, we bowled another 3 games before heading for dinner. Being undecided, we took a looonnnnggg time to name a place for dinner. Maybe tts how QY got his gastric. =x In the end, we went to coffee club at Holland V. I order my usual Slipper Lobster Linguine, Pam ordered Carbonara Penne and QY some Beef Douche...I dunno if I got the spelling right. Though the beef was nice, I doubt QY enjoyed dinner because he looked like his gastric was killing him. Cant wait for bowling next wed again! Yup we are bowling on a wed -AGAIN. Hahaha! Now that I am bowling so often, I am thinking of getting my personal ball and shoes... =) But for a person who cant bowl well, playing with a personal ball is damn paisey... =x Who cares, I'm still gonna get it!!
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